October 3 2012
Its late in the night at 3:39 AM.
Havent written in a while.. Lots has been going on I guess life is full of stuff, and it gets to a point where I dont even feel like blogging so much, feels .... complain-y.
FUCK I have not been going to class in a while, calculus, math, and digital logic. Maybe because I took it before and FUCKED up I still have all the notes, and shit but man, its hard to wake up in the morning. My sleep schedule is FUCKED right now, sleeping at 6 am ... Saw this picture from Siobhan using Melatonin.. Looked it up, and its a neurotransmitter to help you sleep and shit. Maybe I should ...
I havent talked to Brenda in a while, and today was the first day, well yesterday was the first day but it seems boring to talk to her now .. All we talk about is Diablo, and her work ... WHAT HAPPENED. I was really digging her for longest time since my dad hired her. Man I guess distance really does affect the way I act ... a lot.
Anna, man what do I do with her. At Ignition, we make out and shit, even gave her a little ya know ... ;)
She really wanted me to bring her home, but I dont know... IM IN A DILEMMA. Im a 20 year old virgin but I dont want to lose it to any random chick.. But what if I do... Will it devastate me as hard as I think it will, or will I just brush it off like my first kiss as well ... On the Saturday two days after Ignition, we meet up at a Caisa kegger where we made out again, and she brought me to a laundry room. We spent god knows how long in there. I did get a little something, but fuck ... she doesnt remember most of the night. Im sketchin.. I went to visit her on the sunday, and I dont even know what she wanted... Sounded like a booty call, but we ended up just talking .. Man Petey hooked me up with protection, didnt end up using it.
EVA, fuck shes so cute ... so ive been starting to recently talk to her again .. found out her parents are divorced :(
Feeling bad, I liked all her profiles pics, well most of them. Stupid facebook blocked me from liking shit for two days ahaha. Man I kinda wanna date her, shes my ideal height, and everythinggggg. Too bad shes not christian ...
Havent written in a while.. Lots has been going on I guess life is full of stuff, and it gets to a point where I dont even feel like blogging so much, feels .... complain-y.
FUCK I have not been going to class in a while, calculus, math, and digital logic. Maybe because I took it before and FUCKED up I still have all the notes, and shit but man, its hard to wake up in the morning. My sleep schedule is FUCKED right now, sleeping at 6 am ... Saw this picture from Siobhan using Melatonin.. Looked it up, and its a neurotransmitter to help you sleep and shit. Maybe I should ...
I havent talked to Brenda in a while, and today was the first day, well yesterday was the first day but it seems boring to talk to her now .. All we talk about is Diablo, and her work ... WHAT HAPPENED. I was really digging her for longest time since my dad hired her. Man I guess distance really does affect the way I act ... a lot.
Anna, man what do I do with her. At Ignition, we make out and shit, even gave her a little ya know ... ;)
She really wanted me to bring her home, but I dont know... IM IN A DILEMMA. Im a 20 year old virgin but I dont want to lose it to any random chick.. But what if I do... Will it devastate me as hard as I think it will, or will I just brush it off like my first kiss as well ... On the Saturday two days after Ignition, we meet up at a Caisa kegger where we made out again, and she brought me to a laundry room. We spent god knows how long in there. I did get a little something, but fuck ... she doesnt remember most of the night. Im sketchin.. I went to visit her on the sunday, and I dont even know what she wanted... Sounded like a booty call, but we ended up just talking .. Man Petey hooked me up with protection, didnt end up using it.
EVA, fuck shes so cute ... so ive been starting to recently talk to her again .. found out her parents are divorced :(
Feeling bad, I liked all her profiles pics, well most of them. Stupid facebook blocked me from liking shit for two days ahaha. Man I kinda wanna date her, shes my ideal height, and everythinggggg. Too bad shes not christian ...
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